I'm in love with my own sins.

You'd be, too.

Monday, December 28, 2009

I wanna take you there.

Hahaha most ppl would've been freaking out, but we just took pictures. Am so gangstaaa x. Awwwww, wifey. Alia so hottt. Webcam fun. Haha this gets me laughing in fits every time. Randoms from college. 3 weeks back! Mos. Eeee it's like I'm a perv. The 7 days weren't easy, love. Mist.

& then she puked the whole fucking plate of indomee out hahahahhaha.

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YA WEI, a friggin overload of pics! Well, in conjunction of the 600th post for this blog. I know, 600 posts!! Am not such the avid blogger as before, my apologies, but it's amazing, rly. Wtf have I been writing throughout the years hey? Don't know if I'll ever hit a thousand though. Blogging is so passe!

I never thought I'd say it but I prefer FB & Twitter, easier to update, easier to keep up with :)

Heh, so Malacca trip was like agees ago, two weeks back? I know, I never rly blogged about it. LAZY LA DEI. It was a lot of fun(: verrrehh rush rush cos it was like after class at 4pm and then we all went home to pack and like we left at 9pm and when we got there, we were fucking homeless hahahahaha. ADVENTURE! Ran through our assignment the very next day (cos we're good kids like that). And I had harmless fun that trip :) no drugs! Alcohol is a must though.

Mmm two weeks can't remember which day it was Starbucks w/ Naomi, Dira & Addin then Wailoon, Kahkit & Jon came by so joined 'um. Had mcds, then after dropped by H20 where Marcus and Chingy were celebrating their bday. Everyone was pissed drunk :) except me. It was fun to watch.

Uhhhmmmm, like, oyeaa right before my Taiwan trip (did I mention I went Taiwan lol?), had this major clubbing/alcohol marathon. Well it was just 3 days but damn it was rly intense, I was lacking sleep like fuckkkk.

Thursday - Mos. Overslept, woke up at like 11pm.. became Indian and drank beer on the way there w Eric. Had SHOTS, Jaggerbombs! And more beer. Kenyeang KO.

Friday - Mist. Bottle of JD, 6 jugs of Longislandtea! Made out with a lesbian and a bi. The bi was severely confused w her sexuality, no joke. She couldn't decide what she wanted. Like she told me she wanted me for the night then she started going on and on about the breakup she had with her boyfriend. YEAH OK WTV WASN'T INTERESTED. Got kinda annoyed after awhile. Was dragged to KL unexpectedly after and waited for 1 hour! Plus it's rly hard to eat indomee when you're high -.- mee was on the seats and all ahah eeuuwww.

Saturday - cancel here cancel there, ended up at Laundry lol, zomg memories! 4 jugs of Longisland uhgaaain! I love :D tequila shots after didn't have much effect on me. Alco cc upping kao kao, yaww. Ended up emo talking w Munfoo by the side of a highway lol.. wtf did we talk about? I can't remember haha.

Sunday was officially my break day.. the day before I left! Made Kahkit wait for 5 hours, I'm so sorrryy jimui :( but he's a sweetheart and waited patiently for me. Went to Ou, then Curve, then Mcds, Putraheights and finally, Aman Suria. Haha bumped into Laveen and Ranjie! RANDOM MUCH? They're farnee ppl. Spent the night w Eric, whacked like one whole chicken lol I can eat a lot :) got home at like 6am, packed and left for the airport at 7am.

TAIWAN WAS A FOODFEST. All I did was eat; their street food is pretty yum, but I still prefer HK.. & the weather was good! Was like 14c - 16c so yeaaa, it was just right. Xmas eve was fucking depressing omg. Kor and I were at a coffee house, feeling damned helpless, unable to be with our loves. Heard Mos was drama and fun that night? :O missed out. Bought a bottle of wine and we went up to our room and finished the whole thing. Zzzzz I know, very sad.

ANYWAYZ, Bcp assignment to be passed by tonight to Owen? Tmw is my Bcp exam lol I haven't studied shit. Alia is horrible, "Eh this week exam ah?" hahaha champion! Can't wait for Wensday to come. Honestly, can't wait for a new year! 2009 has been a roller coaster, and it only mellowed down towards the last 3 months, I am so thankful for that(: 2008 was an even crazier ride. But we learn from our mistakes, don't we? I know I have.

& I still haven't watched New Moon.. YAAAA, outdated queen. That's me :) am whining for Eric to bring me. You suck at promises :( though I must admit, he does redeem himself pretty well. Dimsum today before my paper was gooood (Y).

Zzz. Okeh, srsly must go research on safeguarding Internet transactions wtf I know. & print out notes for MS, dfnskfn cheebye subject.

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

I just want you close, where you can stay forever.

V took this! Am supposed to post it up on FB I think but tagging is so ugh. Villi came by college! :D Waste of money.
Hahaha check out my bitch face.

Dataran Pahlawan, Malacca.

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BCP assignment to start; OP1 tmw - wish me luck! JR2 to start, as wellll. Must get my leave approved by tmw.

Haven't been getting the sufficient amount of sleep of late :(

I'm skipping Heritage Row tonight! *pats head* I'm a good girl 0:) hahahaha okeh actually 'cos I already went Quattro early this week and I'm going Mos and/or Mansion tmw anyway lol. But I ddooo have a lot to do :/ must cut down on partying.

Went yumcha w/ Dato, Waikeat (bugger wouldn't stop bugging me), Sam, Burn & co at Bananaleaf/Mcds last night. Laughed a ton!(: Spent my evening w/ Naomiiii, had a lotta fun just hanging out. Xx she spent me Kfc, YAY.

Heh, mother's menopausing. "Eric, don't think she's a good girl, okay. She can't even break an egg! She can't cook and she doesn't clean".

So bad girls can't break eggs but good girls are gifted with the art of egg breaking? Right. Way to go, mom. Fail at PR!

& duh, of course he knows I'm incapable when it comes to domestic household stuff. I think I was pretty honest about that from early on :) What to do.. it's a modern world, kids. All we know is how to make money and how to spend money.

Monday, December 14, 2009

Now let me hold your hand.

Aisya wifey, who I suppose right now, is one of my closest friends in college, besides Alia :) sadly I don't have a pic w/ her atm wtf. Madey; haven't been seeing him much lately. I miss you, stoner :( Ehehe typical(: the big guy over there's Hardin, who I feel closer to now after our Malacca trip over the weekend (which was rly fun btw!) Pls excuse the fact that my purchases were clipped between my legs :D this was a week or two back, I think? Naqib, Aisya, D'len & Hard On, heh sorry couldn't resist.

& Eric; well what can I say, it's been short but it's been real. I still don't know how to explain what we have. But rly, must every thing you do make me want to smile? :)

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Cbf to update props. Will when I'm free or when I feel like it. All you guys need to know is that everything's fallen into place. My life is possibly at its best.

The only flaw is that I'm having a headache right now wtf.

So sorry for not layaning calls/texts today.

I am missing Joanne Ong, Naomi Aziz, Lee Kah Kit & Rizal Ramzan. Where are you fuckers..

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

If I built a wall a hundred feet tall, would that keep you in?

Rly like this one lol.
Yesh, these are the leftovers. Ash & Justin. Alsafa! Reshhh. As Tim put it, gone maximus :) They were like sisters to me at one point(: Prettty orchids I saw w mom on Sunday. Indian stare cock lol.

One of our Starbucks meets ;)

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MMMMM HELLLO!

It's midweek already. Just finished my journal response, thank god. Had a slight writer's block just now :( missed class today, rly needed to rest.. am having a fever + headache :( MALACCA TMW! w 4 of my 2.1 babies! Hope it'll be fun :) have yet to pack! DAMN. Hope I'll be feeling better tmw. It's gonna be a long day, 8am to 4pm class and then Kate's bday dinnah! And then off we go to Malacca. 4 days of our assignment ahead, foooohh. Must start on BCP assignment as well, wanna get it done before xmas week!

Am supposed to meet Kahkit tonight but am feeling so lazy ): had Mcds just now w Susan & Peiwee. Hope to see you girls more! Oyea & went to H20 and got pissed drunk wtf I just remember puking a lot and almost falling into the longkang wtfwtfwtf.

Am running low on $$, must cash out tmw! Don't think I'll be able to survive with only a few hundred zzz. Been having cravings as welll zomg me thinks it's red friend visiting soon?! Curry mee, ramlee (which kicks ass btw), jackdaniel choccies :D Kettle chips, nuggets, fries! AAAHHH. I want them all.

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Am gonna be devoured in sadness and will be missing you terribly during the coming days, but maybe time apart is best right now. I'm in this incredibly fragile state, you see. Maybe I'm not strong enough for you.

Saturday, December 5, 2009

Let's spend the afternoon in a cold hot air balloon.

After it kicked in. Will post the rest if I'm free :) check FB! Jason! :) ignore that we're so white, cos a) we're fair and b) the flash was terrible. My boyfriends! Okeh, things are serious with the one with his arm around me. The one on the right takes care of me when the other isn't around. You guys treat me like a child :(

Mmmm, nice (Y).

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So if you guys follow my Twitter, y'all should know what I've been up to & my whereabouts, but of course blogging is just a more detailed update of everything. Am so lazy sometimes but thankfully today I have time to kill before dindin w/ mommy.

Classes have been flowing, daily 2 hour breaks are driving Alia & I slightly mad. I get so bored sometimes I just nap at club 9. Not very easy to do considering how they always play rly loud fengtao songs -.-

Wensday night went yumcha w/ Sam at Banana Leaf. WOMAN, I WANT MY CARTON OF MILD 7S! Was supposed to be just us two girls, but it turned out to be V, Jon, Nathan & Chiam! Was good to catch up :)

Thurs night started at Bubba Gump w/ Jason (sucha sweetheart, picked me up & all we did was goss) for dinner & drinks. The host for the night was rly hot :O the rest came and Yu (if that's how you spell her name) is so pretttyy. Omg I just cannot get over it. Srsly. I don't usually openly tell ppl that they're pretty but she is.

Thurs = Ladies night = Mos lol. Drinks for the night were margarita, long island tea and vodka (bartender was rly nice, I got a triple dose!). Left pretty early, like around 2am or so? Don't think I would've held out 'till 3am like usual. The music wasn't too good this week anyway. Dragged Eric home for some tv, but I just kept falling asleep. Was so knackered :( couldn't wake up for class the next day, fuck man. When I got up, it was like 2.30pm dsfndlsfnkdskf.

Went to Curve yester w/ Sam for late lunch at Manhattan Fish Market. Mmm so gooood, felt like I was gonna explode :) bought myself a few things after. Had dinner with Eric & his mom, & I still think she's such a darling(: Went to have a look-see at the dvd shop, and I get so annoyed sometimes ykno, they never have stock for the movies I want :( eeeesh. Got The Private Lives of Pippa Lee, hope it's good.. hope I'll have the time to watch it.

Haven't been having a lot of ME time lately. Every girl needs a bit out ME time, right? For me, it's on the sofa, with good music playing on my ipod, a hot cup of tea, my phone placed at least 10 feet away from me, & a goood book for me to completely drown in :) & sometimes it's just me watching a good movie with junkfood to keep me company & my phone completely silent. 'Cos rly, phonecalls + texts are distracting! I love you guys to death, but I have to love myself more :)

Bumped into Derek, Wailoon & Ehao. I still have Derek's Kuwakchai dvd.. it's somewhere in my house and I'm honestly too darn lazy to find it, do you know how many nooks and corners there are in my house?! IT COULD BE ANYWHERE! So am thinking of just buying the dvd and giving it to him. It's been a rly long time redi & am feeling pretty bad about it :(

So after dinner, Tim (who, btw, drives like a mofo) got me then off we went to Piccadilly as planned for beer towers. Bottom line of it all, it was not enough. No kick yaw :( so zoomed off to Tsb for shots. I LIKE THE PINK SHOTS. 6 shots later, everyone was dancing like krazzeh. Went to Alsafa after to sober up but all we did was talk cock & sing (pretty loudly, I might add). Eric came & I rly wish he didn't see me like that, cos believe it or not, but he's never seen me tipsy before haha. Towards the end, it was just Fariz, Justin & I singing every friggin song that came into mind. & us mumbling grumbling the most random things. Eric sent me home & was teasing me that I'm a lousy drinker, & was somewhat too lazy to argue anyway. I'll have you know I drink like a fish! Just couldn't walk straight by then lol.. Got home, & instead of sleeping, we had a verryyyy serious tickle fight :) he never has mercy on me, & I was pretty much out of breath & felt like dying. Finally slept at 7am.

And I feel so bad, ykno. Two months ago, I made a decision to have a fair balance between my family, friends and my boyfriend. I've been able to keep to that, but of late, I feel like I haven't been spending enough time w/ my mom. So it's only fair that I spend tonight (yes, I know it's a fucking Saturday night, you twats) w/ her :)

I feel so evil saying this but *fingers crossed* I hope we get home early so I can go out later tehe.

& I'm in love w/ Owl City! :D

IF MY HEART WAS A HOUSE, YOU'D BE HOME. Ya Eric, I'm talking about you -.-

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

When the roof caved in and the truth came out, I just didn't know what to do.

Wifey so hot :O

Bimbooo :)

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Eh shit, the pics are bloody small. Meh, lazy to change it. Anyway, just gonna run through this k. Watched Astroboy @ Pyramid w/ wifey, Hardin, D'len, Naqib & mr Bubbleh. Ahh, it was not bad, for a cartoon :D just a feel good movie. Wouldn't recommend it though.

Heh, they kinda lost me after(: am sorry, you guys. But when I see something I like in a shop, I just walk in and I forget that I have ppl with me, hahaha. & Aisya got another piercing :DD sorry I missed it -.- had Starbucks after. Ya wei, I drink fucking a lot of coffee. Nicotine + caffeine is srsly taking its toll on me. My skin is dsfnnkslfnlksn right now.

Fell asleep today during class. I am definitely lacking sleep! :( had a fever last night, was terrible. Couldn't sleep properly. Have only been getting 4 -6 hours of sleep these past few days. BAD.

Am expecting hectic weeks ahead. Like srsly hectic ones, where I get stressed and I start missing out on precious beauty sleep. Zomg ): Malacca next weekend with the others, NO PARTYING. Heh heh, I hope not (A). We haaave to finish our assignment. *determined*

Gonna nap now. Am meeting Sam later at night! Wouldn't wanna be falling asleep in my teh o ais haha.